I'm sorry, guys.  I really am.  I thought I could start a new account and everything would be fine, but the more I think about it, the worse idea it is.

My dad found out that I am suicidal.  He knows that I cut.  Why?  Because my ex-friend Abby found my blog and told her fucking mom.  She didn't talk to me.  She just ran off and told.

I was really happy about blogging.  It made me feel good to know that other people read what I put out there.  You liked what I wrote.  I had a decent following for only having a xanga two and a half months.  But my thoughts aren't safe here.  I should have realized that when Corey and Heather started reading.

I'll have to stick to my journal.  It's unsatisfying because it can't talk back.  I'll miss you all.  I'll use my rise_against_the_fray account to check up on y'all and read your blogs... but I won't update mine.  *sigh*

FML.